Bitcoin core transaction is stuck (update)

hey guys, it's been two weeks now and my bitcoin core transaction is still unconfirmed. looks like the nodes dropped it, and my btc hasn't come back to my wallet, so I can’t make a new transaction. also, when I try to right-click to abandon it, that option is grayed out. any advice on what I should do? here's the raw transaction data.

I already answered OP in his/her other thread. Re: Bitcoin core transaction is stuck The above transaction includes 11 inputs, it is trying to spend around 78 BTC and it is invalid because the coins have been already spent. 9 of the inputs have been spent in this transaction and the two other one (which are only 1 satoshi each) have been spent in this transaction.